I'm tired. I'm tired of being fucked with. And Im tired of being promised things that ain't never gonna happen. I'm tired of sitting in my room listening to music over thinking everything. I'm tired of boys breaking my heart. I'm tired of letting it effect me. I'm tired of chain smoking and wondering why he's not texting me back. I'm tired of wondering why the other him isn't texting me back. I can't hurt either of them or myself. I wish I knew what to do... For once.